Heartbroken
Chapter 42: Why did I fall for you?
Kim’s P.O.V
The next morning I woke up with a headache. What the fuck happened that night. Just then I felt a movement behind me. Then I remember, Brendon. I couldn’t believe it, it was real. He wrapped his strong arms around me and softly kissed my shoulder. I couldn’t help but smile. I adjusted my body to where I was looking at him directly in the eye. He gave me a warm smile.
Brendon: Hey.
I smiled back.
Kim: Hi.
I wasn’t even thinking because I knew if I did I would ruin everything. Plus I would be worrying a lot. I just wanted to be with him, I knew he was the one, my only, and my one true love.
My P.O.V
Where the hell could they be? They’d been gone all night with not even so much as a phone call! I hate being like their mom but I’ve acted like it since we were in Jr. High. I hope something didn’t happen to them. I couldn’t even sleep a wink, Ryan tried to convince me to but I just couldn’t. And then there was Spencer.
Ryan: Babe, come to bed please.
Me: I can’t… With everything that happened tonight, I mean… Why can’t everything be perfect?
Ryan: The world’s not a perfect place, Meg.
I blankly stare out the window.
Me: I’m going to get something to drink, to calm my nerves.
I got out of bed and walked to the door.
Ryan: Hey…
I turned around and looked at him.
Ryan: Love you.
I smiled.
Me: Love you too.
I walked into the kitchen and flipped on the switch.
Me: What are you doing?
I said as I walked over to Spencer he was laying head down on the table.
Spencer: How could I let this happen?
Me: Beats me.
Spencer: Megan.
He whined.
I got a glass of orange juice and sat across from him.
Spencer: I… I thought we’d be perfect.
Me: Nothing is perfect Spencer.
He looked at his glass of water and smiled.
Spencer: I remember… When you, Kim, Ryan, and I were in 8th grade and all planned on getting married at the same time. And Brendon and Jon would marry us.
I laughed.
Me: Yeah, we had it all planned out. Then for our honeymoon we’d go to
I look at him.
Me: But you know, things change and so do people.
Spencer: I really wanted her to be with one.
Me: I know.
Spencer: Do you think I have any chance of getting her back?
I stared at him for a while, and it felt like, by not answering, he knew what I was going to say.
Me: Get some rest. I’m sure she’ll be back by tomorrow.
He looked up at me.
Spencer: If you were her, would you?
Me: I’m not Kim…
I got up and went back to the room; I closed my eyes as if that was going to make the sun come up faster.
Kim’s P.O.V.
As we up and got dressed there was a bit of awkward between us. When I got done I sat on the bed and looked at my black pumps I’d got a Shell's.
Brendon: Kim…
He said as he took a sit next to me on the bed, placing his hand over my right knee.
Kim: What are we going to do?
Brendon: I don’t know…
Kim: I mean Spencer and I have been together forever. You and Spencer are best friends and band mates. And we’re best friends.
He looked up at me.
Brendon: Maybe… That’s the way things should stay.
I looked at him.
Brendon: Come here.
He pulled me in close and gave me an “I love you no matter what” hug.
Kim: Come on; let’s go back to the house.
Brendon’s P.O.V.
Once we got back to the house no one said a word. Kim went straight to her room with Megan following and I went to Ryan in his room.
Ryan: Dude how could you let that happen? Do you regret it?
Brendon: Of course I don’t. You know how much I love her.
Ryan: I know, but Brendon… What’s best for her?
I looked up.
Ryan: I mean do you honestly think she wants to just throw away all those years she’s spent with Spencer?
Brendon: He should have thought about that before he fucked someone else.
Ryan: So sleeping with her made everything better?
I was breathing heavily.
Ryan: Brendon, think about Kim. What do you think is best for her?
I looked away. All I wanted was for her to be happy. I knew what I had to do.
