Heartbroken

Chapter 40: This is tough, with one love lost

Kim’s P.O.V

My head was spinning like crazy. I honestly did not know what I was doing at that moment. I was shocked by my actions yet… I thought it was the right thing to do. It was mystical but then my heart came back into reality. I pulled away and looked at Brendon.

Brendon: I… I’m sorry I didn’t…

I couldn’t answer, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak.

Kim: No I’m sorry I was… I have to go.

I got up and left the room.

I walked down the hall and out the front door.

Megan: Kim!

She said called after me.

Kim: Meg, I’m fine really. I just need some air.

I continued to walk down the street to this near by park. I know it’s bad to go to a park at night but at that point I really didn’t care. I walked over to a swing and starting thinking. Spencer or Brendon? I think I love them both. Is it possible to be in love with two people at the same time? Spencer’s been in my heart for so long but he just cheated on me. And Brendon’s always been my best friend and now he tells me he loves me. But do I really want to risk our friendship for something that might not last? I looked up at the sky, as tears feel from my eyes I knew… I knew with this decision my life would surely change.

Brendon’s P.O.V

What did I just do? I confessed my love for Kim and kissed her, it felt good yet it felt like I was messing everything up. I got up and walked out of the room and who happens to be in the hallway? That’s right, Spencer.

Spencer: Dude what’s happening?

Brendon: You just cheated on Kim with Shannon!

Spencer: What? You’re crazy.

Brendon: No you are.

I said pushing him.

Spencer: Fucking Brendon, don’t touch I have a headache.

Brendon: That’s not as bad as what’s going to happen to you now.

Megan: Whoa! Stop!

She said going between us.

Jon’s P.O.V

I walked into the kitchen to get away from everyone. I saw two cups on the table and decided to clean them.

Jon: What the hell?

I looked in one of the glasses and saw white stuff in it.

I walked to where everyone was yelling to see if anyone knew what it was.

Jon: Hey! Hey! Look.

I showed them the stuff.

Ryan: what’s going on?

Megan: I think its drugs.

Spencer: That’s it!

He said grabbing the glass.

Spencer: Shannon put it in there when we were talking in the kitchen. I told her it tasted funny but she just told me to keep drinking it.

Megan: So you didn’t purposely cheat on Kim?

Spencer: Why would I cheat on her, I love her with all my heart.

Kim: You do?

Everyone turned to see Kim standing behind us.

Kim’s P.O.V

Spencer: Yes, I love you so much. I never want to hurt you.

I looked over at Brendon who was staring at the ground.

Kim: But you still cheated on me.

Spencer: She drugged me, Kim you have to believe I’d never hurt you.

I looked at Megan who looked at Brendon who was still staring at the ground.

Megan: You guys lets give them some time to talk.

My P.O.V

Jon, Brendon, Ryan, and I walked into the living room. Brendon looked like a total zombie.

Me: Brendon are you ok?

Brendon looked up.

Brendon: Hm? Oh yeah.

Me: What happened in the room?

Brendon: A lot.

Me: Like?

Brendon: I told her I loved her and then we… Kissed.

Everyone gasped.

Me: Oh my god, why?

Brendon: I don’t know, it just happened.

Kim’s P.O.V

Kim: Spencer…

Spencer: Kim, no please. I didn’t mean to. I love you so much; I want to be with you the rest of my life.

Kim: When I found you in the room with Shannon I freaked. Brendon took me into his room and we talked. Then he told me he loved me and we kissed.

Spencer just looked at me; I could see his eyes fill up with tears as were mine.

Spencer: What? You… You cheated on me?

Kim: I wouldn’t exactly call it cheating since I didn’t jump into the sack with him unlike you.

Spencer: I was drugged, I didn’t do it on purpose. What’s your excuse?

Kim: I FOUND YOU IN BED WITH ANOTHER WOMAN! You think I was thinking clearly!

Spencer: So you’re telling me you don’t have any feelings for Brendon?

I looked away. I couldn’t answer it because I knew I did I have feelings for him.

Spencer: You do, don’t you?

Kim: I… I do. I’m not going to lie to you. I loved you but this isn’t the first time you cheated on me.

Spencer: You have feelings for my best friend.

Kim: We’re hurting each other.

Spencer: But we love each other, all we need is trust.

Kim: But that’s the thing Spencer, we don’t have trust.

Spencer: How can we be together without trust?

I looked at him and then at the floor. A silent tear rolled down my cheek. I walked over to the door and opened it. I turned around and looked at Spencer who had tears rolling down his face. I quietly yet loud enough for him to hear spoke the words I thought I would never say.

Kim: We can’t be.

I walked out the door, closing it behind me.